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Friday, October 31, 2003

sphagetti?!?! you get to eat sphagetti!?!? I wanna at sphagetti too!!!

oh and huixia, my deepest apologies! there's nothing wrong with your sentence! it's just me and being all whacked up! haha... paiseh paiseh... -blush-

first paper today was screwed up man. it's like i have no idea what she wanted in some questions. and for all my 8 marks essay questions they were only like half a page long. sigh... oh, and one of my school mates got her bag stolen. and only hers... and hers was like hidden at the bottom... which makes one wonder... what's the guard there for!? anyway... her phone and like car keys! were inside... but her car wasn't driven away la. then we were wondering if it's because someone wanted to steal her car or maybe its the guard who stole it. hey, anything's possible right? like the case where the security guard raped the resident in the condo? -shudder- one isnt even safe in one's home... where can you possibly be safe then?

and guess wat you guys!? i found my first bf on friendster! and i'm talking to him now on icq... haha... wow, friendster's amazing huh? i wonder wat it would be like to see him again. actually, i have to confess that it's much easier now contacting him again since i have someone... you know, then i dun feel so much of a loser. heh... anyway, it's kinda nice talking to him again. though.. sometimes got nothing to talk about.. heh...

ok... shall try to go slp now...
gambatte pple!

ruyin, jia you for all ur presentations and mugging
steph, dun stress and all the best for ur hall stuff and exams too
huixia, chong ah!!!! exams ending soon!! and hope u're feeling better

i love all u guys!

Thursday, October 30, 2003

hey guys! the chio bu makes her appearance! hahahaha.... all right, I'm back. hee~ been real busy so sorrie couldn't update. well, i just stayed over in sch yesterday and now still in sch... which means i'm here for >24 hrs!!! gosh! what's this man! (and the best part is.... i still have to come here tml!!! think i better go change e address on my i/c...)

been really helluva wk... need to endure 2 more wks b4 my projs and presentations would be over... but still, gotta mug like siao for exams for another wk... man! can't wait to get out of my prison cell! must go out after my exams k (maybe the next day or what but be soon!) - gonna end on a sat evening, how sad can it be?

well, all the best for those having exams! namely qing and xia of coz... hiaks! ger, at least you got holland v man... i think i even forgot how the tv looks like! (ok, i'm exaggerating.. but seriously even if someone switched it on at home, i'm not watching but LISTENING instead... haiz)

btw, my new maid came yesterday evening... hee! real anxious to see her when i get home later... prob in e evening and see if she can be trained to be guai... hahaha

=enjoying my spaghetti=

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

stay strong and till then? shouldnt it be stay strong UNTIL then? or is it some funky english that i do not understand? =P hehe.. sorry huixia, too irresistable...

yupz.. my exams begin on friday andddd i watched friends and 2 episodes of charmed today! good for me!! i'm not going to get any As!! haha...

ok.. i think i'm gonna go tv room to study now...

toot-a-loo!

Monday, October 27, 2003

Gee i'm really hungry. It's not even 7 yet. But then again, I only had porridge for lunch and didnt really have breakfast so I guess it's kinda forgiveable and wang yu hasn't come back yet.

Location: Tutorial room 43 in NIE.
Status: Starving
Tortured by: Audible silence in the room

Ok, I was playing music before from the computer but then the guard walked in and said i'm not allowed to use the AV equipment in case something spoils blah blah blah... the thing is? when he said that of coz i turned off the projector and stuff but i tiink by doing that and not switching off the com itself might have somehow ermz... i dunno... all i can say is WMP now can't play as some .dll files cannot be found. Ooops...

Biostats is really boring. I mean, really boring. like ho-hum-hum-drum boring man...
oh.. wang yu's back and... i'm not studying.. muahaha...

oh well, i guess it's back to studying now my friends. pls use this blogger like you use to.. i understand that we are all busy at the moment due to the exams and what not... but pls! its a few seconds.. it's a few typing... it's.... hunger is engulfng me my friends.. i need FOOD

Sunday, October 26, 2003

NOOOOOOO! this blogspot has died! guys!? where are you?!

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

oh... that's a pretty cool poem. though i dun reaaalllyyy know what it means... but judging from my non-lit-scientific brain, i would think something bad happened to him and he's escaping from reality. How close am i?

i just woke up! it's 1.13 PM. well, studied till bout 4.31 last night i think? actually at bout 4 it was read one sentence, slp 5 min, read another sentence, slp another 5 mins. haha.... was at hall 13 tv room studying with wang yu and then there was soccer yesterday so then there was quite some pple there watching soccer... and the match yesterday was SOOOO boring! i mean, i juz watched a littllleee bit. For one thing, there was only 1 goal. and hell lot of tripping around which is like baaaad football. anyways, i blame it on the boring soccer that put me to slp!!

had like a mini break down the other day, huixia would know. bcoz i called her and spilt all my negativities on her. hehe, sorry bout that my dear and thank a whole lot! mainly coz, my revision is SCREWED! and the thing is, i cant really be bothered bout it. but another side is totally freaked out about it. but the lazy side of me is really winning!! ermz, it's not really wat else is new you know? bcoz more or less during exams period? the not so lazy always win. I blame it on the fact that i dun have a room myself. haha... wat pple do the best.. blaming it on something else though i know it's...really me.

oh and when i called huixia that day to fa xie, wang yu actually thought i was angry at him. coz i was a lil' irritated at him that afternoon.... then he was pretty sweet and watched matrix reloaded with me. until 5 plus.... the next day i could barely stay awake during lec. haha.. oh well. but of coz i told him i wasnt pissed at him but pissed at myself...

ok, time to go wash up... and... hope to see you guys soon!

Monday, October 20, 2003

hey, your hse sounds damn cozy man! heh! well, though it's still like DAMN far away... i'll go more often... heehee.. provided you're free after exams lar, not like huixia so busy...

and yeah... i spent the entire weekend NOT doing work! and man! this was the first time man! felt guilty and delirious at the same time!

wah.. you guys dun say indo maids like so horrible leh... my 1st time having an Indo one, coz the previous 3 all Filo... and they not too good too... this one knows Canto, just hope she'll be fine lar.. and yes, we dun let our maid go out of the house one, well, except to throw rubbish of coz. hee.. and she has no rest day so she can't go out.... hahaha! but i just feel that it's like such a torture.. maybe that's why this old one left.. she's like e longest since.. abt ten mths... and she's like always looking out of the windows, peering at people playing downstairs, throwing rubbish like 4 times a day.. gets pretty bored i guess.

shucks! my projs like not really started.... arggh! and it's already week 10.. most are due in 2 or 3 weeks. gonna go crazy these few weeks and you guys know what? my stupid face kept breaking out! worst breakout in like dunno how many years! and one of my guy friends in school commented yesterday that i should go JIAN FEI!!! wah lao! so sad to hear it man.... sobzzz....

=the fatter than before ger=
well i hate to agree with steffie but it's true.... the indo maids aren't as professional in a sense compared to filipinos... flashback: maid who committed suicide and lied that we ill-treated her - indo maid. Maid that stole our roller blades and kept asking my poor unsuspecting granny for money and too lazy to do household chores properly - indo maid. maid who stole, or rather convieniently took our accessories - indo maid. so.....

AND YOU GUYS WILL BE COMING MY HOUSE MORE OFTEN NOW! muaaha.... keep in mind i have my nicey roomy platformy bed, a 32" flat screen plasma tv with full theatre mode (dunno how gd is the sys though) and an OVEN. muahahha

hope ur mag is more or less done huixia.. n ur projects ruyin.. and ur mountain of dumb readings stef
Hi guys,

i'm eating my dinner now.. just thought i'll post some stuff.. in case you guys think i'm buried deep down the holy hole-of-mountain-of-books-of-no-return.. anyway.. eating this supposed to be lemon chicken thingy that just taste like glue.. ewww.. ok now i'm really put off now that i see the words on the screen.. was feeling ok just now.. ok.. i'm not going to eat anymore.. anyway.. ITS SO COOL THAT QING IS GETTING AN OVEN.. hey you know.. i think qing's place just went up a notch in my ranking of favourite places to go.. haha.. and the fact that you're going to get an oh-so-cool room complete with your own platform bed.. muahaha.. think i won't mind the distance now.. haha..

btw Ruyin.. when you get your new maid.. don't let her make friends.. i'm serious.. it sounds a bit bad.. but if you want a guai maid.. don't let her make friends..cos her friends will influence her.. trust me.. esp the Indonesian ones.. i've had both Filipino and Indonesian maids.. and i tell you.. the Filipino ones although they have friends right, they know their place.. my Indo maids ar.. terrible you know.. she left my sister alone at home and went out one day when my grandfather went to Malaysia.. without telling me or my other sister.. i almost wanted to kill her.. and she's not supposed to go out.. and her friends started calling the house.. outrageous you know.. i picked up the phone and it was her friend calling.. that is so freaky.. because your maid will have the keys to the house and if her friends know where your house is.............................. i leave it to your imagination as to what will happen next.

i know you might think i'm exagerrating but i'm serious you know.. things happen.. of course there are the good ones lar.. but you can never be too sure.. and don't leave your money lying around the house.. i'm serious...

huixia, how's your production coming along?? hope things are going on well at your hall. and things betwen you and Junxiang are ok.. haha if he ever fetches you to NUS don't just go to his room hor.. can come and visit me also..hehe.. =)

gotta go for this oh-so-important-investiture..

ciaoz

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Hey babes... just got back hall from my early morning (and by early morning i mean 9.30) revision lecture. Gathered a few tips coz this lec is pretty erm... student friendly i would say... i think it's because when he was a student, he was also only concerned bout getting As and wat will the exam be coming out rather than the whole "study for information and knowledge sake" high integrity thing. Not that i am saying he doesnt have high integrity, of coz... i'm only implying.. (kidding!) not....

Anyhows.... went over to see how my new place renovation is coming along (yup, it's not renovated but renovating).. the floor's done both in the living and room.. room is wooden (parke?) flooring but hasnt been sand and polished yet. Lights are more or less up... painting's done... ermz... that's bout it. The bathroom is kinda done but the bath tub at the master bedroom is not in yet. Yes, there's a bathtub! but the bathtub's kinda small though.. Like you cant fit your whole body in nicely... have to like curl up your leg which is not as shiok la but small room, wat to do? and the kitchen's like REALLY small compared to the one now? But that's new flats for you... and my mom's going to get me an oven! Becoz i told them that i wanted to bake? I mean.. i am interesting in baking... like cheesecakes (yum yum!), brownies, cookies and stuff. but the thing is i might not have like really all the time to do that? and ovens if you dun use them they will spoil... so i was like kinda under pressure to bake if they do get an oven and i dun think they really wanted an oven besides moi? so then i told them it's ok if there's no oven... we could maybe get one of those microwave oven that can bake. plus, it's cheaper. a whole LOT cheaper.... but somehow my mom got the idea that if i dun get the oven i would be really upset so she's going to get me an oven. though i already told her (or rather hinted coz one part of me still wants the oven) that it's ok if there's no oven. so now, i think i'm gg to get the oven and be under pressure to bake!!! ok, no choice, you guys have to be my guinea pigs liaoz... and from the looks of it, huixia will be the worst hit since she's also in NTU.. muaha muaha muahahhaha

Looking forward forward to moving in! but er.. not so hot on the packing side though.. so far i only packed one box of clothes and one box of... my softoys... and there are like... 8-9 boxes already? hehe... i juz dunno how to pack!!! =( plus exams are coming eh? =P

Saturday, October 18, 2003

i knew you had a maid... i think that time you asked me how did we train ours and i was like... huh? train....ermmmz... ?? haha.... anyways, its nice that you guys dun have to pay for her leaving.... filipino maids are bettter... but they are much more ex and you have to compulsory give them hols on the weekends. so if you want them to look after like your granny right, thats not so great la since i think weekends you all also not ard and then she not there then also no pt la.... thats why we got an indonesian maid anyways...

and steph, i honestly wouldnt mind going back with you? but i heard that the indo market is only opening up next year... and i do have to stabalise the singapore side first before i go flying off... which is like kinda exciting...

havent been studying today. nor yesterday.... at least today is not over yet so i still have a chance to make up for it... -phew- ermz, that is if i do. cant really study at home actually. but i cant go like opposite macs or sth coz my mummy is sick. yup, how rather unfortuante... she la, dunno how to take care of herself one leh! tsk tsk tsk... now i have to go home myself coz she cant drive back... =P oh well, i suppose i have to get reacquinted with the mrt system now. Sigh... not that i have anything against the public tpt... it's juz... nt private....

ok.. shall go try read something... though i'm really like falling aslp already. didnt get enough slp last night.. -yawn-

=growing fatter everyday=

Friday, October 17, 2003

hey babes...

been real busy on friday.. din even have e mood or time to do my stuff... and today and tml too! die.. can't finish my work liao.. but who cares? i'm on a rebellious streak before exams again.. muahaha..

well, sth interesting happened yest.. well, qing and stef may not know tt i've got a maid... but huixia does.. anyways, my grandma came to stay with us since jun and she had a maid so she's here too. but yest... she dunno why suddenly siao, was crying and saying she misses her baby.. coz we din really like her as she's super lazy and she kept spoiling my clothes for me! spoilt 2 of my bodysoft bras and 1 wacoal one... damn xin tong... but she wanna go back home! we were so darn happy man! so spent e whole day speculating how to make her go... hee! and at nite we brought her to e agency and she got scolded like siao... coz she's e one who wanted to leave so she gotta pay for her own air tix and we dun have to pay a single thing! except the costs of hiring a new maid lar... heehee.. but still.... wahahaha...

feel so concussed now... my mind's not working... btw, qing u moved hse meh? or just renovated ur hse? blur liao... wahahha.. but i'm fine with going over your house for Xmas coz thinking back.. think we've not been there for our annual celebration yet right...

till then gals...

=brain not functioning ger=
Qing: I have this crazy idea.. why don't you go back with me? then you have a share of the Indonesian market..haha.. crazy right?? btw the fliers appear to be asking people to be somone else's downlines lar girl..

Ruyin: i'm so sorry.. i'm a science idiot, a technology idiot.. so i can't help you there.. hey maybe you can do an article on the slim 10 case. i mean the SCIENCE of losing weight, the TECHNOLOGY of creating diet pills, the repercussions of SOCIETY i.e the effect of the decision that a distributor should take reasonable care in distributing products (usu under the law its the manufacturer that must take such reasonable care not to harm their consumers).. this would have certain impact of product distributors everywhere in Singapore. it sounds plausible to me..

Huixia: how's your production coming along? My hall still doesn't have a production head.. haha. think we won't be doing one this year.. oh yah.. you might be interested in checking out this.. thought the use of Flash was cool....
http://www.boombastick.net/boombaepi01.html

you girls can also look at it for entertainment purposes..its quite farnie.. there are a total of 8 episodes, so just change the 01 to get to the next few episodes..

take care girls..

=feeling stoopid now=

Thursday, October 16, 2003

The same day that huixia skipped her tutorial, I skipped my lec. mauahhaha... the thing is, it's not that i couldn't wake up (which is usually the case). I woke up, washed up, dressed up and ate up! but even after my morning teh, i still felt sleepy. and i gave myself 10 mins. that's how long i would last in the lec if i went. So, I came back to my hall to sleep. Much to the surprise of my roomie.

hmmz.. sth that interferes sci, technology and society... hmmmz... well i guess genetic therapy? but dunno whether that would be taken... or ermz... genetic screening? or.... eugenics?.... i also not very sure leh. i'm a slping life sciences student. muahahaha.... ohoh!! i juz thought of sth! write about the cholesterol story! first there was sci: discovery of cholesterol and how harmful it is BUt there was no way of solving it or measuring it.. pple were pretty much helpless. then, some fellow came up with this thing that can measure your cholesterol level... technology... and BAM! everyone went to get their cholesterol level. Society!! ahaha... otherwise, you can have the antioxidant story...

studying is like sooo boring. everytime i stare (i mean, read) at my notes, i juz want to slp. and ruyin, i'm suffering from the same thing as you. i cant seem to get enough slp! like yesterday, i came back and slept from 9.45-12.50 then after that from bout..... 8.30/9-11.45... and i went to slp again at 3!! argh.. it's kinda irritating the hell outta me coz I CANT SEEM TO STOP SLPING! is that a sign of stress or extreme laziness?

hmmz... well, as for him and me.. which by the way he is entering the door soon... we are ok. its nice to have him ard. he's very silly! and that's really fun. he's going bak on the 19th of nov though. that leaves me and him bout 5 days after the end of exams... and he has plenty to do within that period... u know the normal packing stuff and planning and everything. sigh... so i guess i dun have that much time with him after the end of exams. Sigh... there's this sense of loss there... =( its like, inevitable? but somehow there's a part of me that doesnt want to acknowledge that fact. die die also dun wan. duhhh... and it's not that i think he wont come back for me.. i know he will... but its juz that... i dunno.. he wont be here? sorry babes... i sound rather er... watevas... =P

stef, hope u are getting enough slp now.. though not as concuss as ruyin and me! how long will u be back in indonesia again? i think nu skin is opening in indonesia soon.. hehe.. oh, and as for the flyers... i guess that's a good way to do sales but we are nto doing sales. As i have said many times. no way you can earn 1 mil in 2 yrs and 9 mths juz selling these bottles. that's not the way 642 pple does it...

Looking forward to our annual xmas dinner! maybe you guys can come over to my ulu but NEW house! hehe.. my mom bought a 32 inch plasma tv! which we can watch thrillers and action and horror movies with! darn cool huh? and i have my NEW, OWN but kinda small room. hehe... if i have housewarming u all muz come kay? not forgetting prezzies!

ok.. back to ermz.. cell-cell junctions. *gag*gag*gag*

oh and huixia, its great to be studying with you in nie lib again... =) sorry i was distracting u and cant study much. cant help looking at me coz i so pretty right? mauahahaha

lots of love love love to all u babes!

ohoh.. and my blogspot is www.pickaparthatsnew.blogspot.com

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

hey peeps...
getting another freaky stress frenzy here... so damn tired nowadays.. though i sleep relatively enough (dun envy me, xia and qing), i still am soooo tired.. overslept today again and din go for proj meeting... damn! what's wrong with me? always tired and though slept for like 7-8 hours, but still feel like i've not slept much..

hmm, stef you're leaving so soon? then can't celebrate your birthday liao... so u'll be coming back in mid-dec? hee, btw, what do you have in mind as ur prezzie? or you wan a surprise? and dun worry, our annual xmas get-together will still be onz no matter what! hee...

as for the blog freak, you're doing life sciences right, heh, can you gimme a topic to write about huh... coz i'm doing this course called technology and world change and we've this assignment that we're to choose a topic that interferes science, technology and society.. and i've chosen bioterrorism and anti-aging.. which are both rejected coz ppl already chosen that and i'm like.... can't think of anything liao..so if you guys got any interesting topic feel free to help me k

hee... one more thing... for my poetry project, have to analyse 5 poems, chosen by me.. so what're your fave poems? heehee..... seldom read poems so i also no idea what's my favourite...

arrghh... btw, qing, what's ur blog add? sometimes i'll pop over stef's and xia's pgs but dunno yours yet...

=the slept enough but still feels like sleeping=
Hey babes..
just came back from a 3-hour tutorial.. i did a bit of studying in the library which was swarming with people.. those mugger toads of the year 1s were in there eagerly doing their tutorial.. just realised that i spent 3-4 hours just reading the lecture notes on a topic.. is my brain getting slower cos i don't remember spending that kind of time in JC?? oh well.. guess i really need to "bu yi bu".. need to eat pig's brains.. haha.. a pig eating pig's brains..

anyway guess everyone will be busy during the hols.. i'll be going home for the 1st 2 weeks of the holidays.. its been 4 long years since i last went back in sec 4.. oh by the way.. my exams start in mid-Nov and will last till the end of Nov.. and i'll be leaving straight after my exams.. so i guess we've got not much time to meet up.. but you guys can go ahead and meet up.. btw.. our regular Christmas party is still on right? cos i'm coming back to spend Christmas here.. so don't disappoint me ya babes?

Huixia: i'm really sleeping a lot less.. i've been sleeping for about 5-6 hours ever since Sunday.. but i'm really tired half the time.. but no choice lor.. otherwise i'll never get my work done.. so its do or die lor.. just gotta get used to it i guess.. think after this week, i'll be used to sleeping less liao.. you better don't try.. gotta rest before your exams ya?

Ruyin : Don't freak out babe.. just hang on tight and it will pass soon enough.. if you've got anything to complain about just post it here.. and we'll bitch about it together..

Qing: yup my add is http://dessertoholic.blogspot.com.. think maybe something is wrong with blogger.. how are things between you and him now?? do you feel better about it now?? or still have that nagging feeling that he will leave you? btw i came across a flier in my school's mailbox which i suspect was posted by someone from Nuskin.. think they're trying to get more downlines.. quite innovative huh?? oh yah.. when you earn enough money don't forget to save some for our much-belated Bangkok trip ya??

oh ya.. just a genteel reminder to those dudettes who will be finishing their exams early.. my birthday is coming soon!!!!!! in 27 days.. *nudge nudge* =P

take care babes!

zombied-panda

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

hey peeps... blog freak here again.... juz popping in to say hihihihihihihihihihihiiiiii

how's everyone doing? stef? busy as a bumble bee? turned panda yet? Ruyin? how's the projects?

hehe... huixia i'll see u later! at NIE library of coz....

Ciaoz babes...

hihihihihihihiiii
Hehe.. it's me again! Blogging again! Haha... I think I am like, the blogging freak here... muahaha...

oh, btw, before i forget, the actual blogspot website to this is www.stephxiaqingyin.blogspot.com. lack of creativity at the point of err... creation so juz came up with that. Disclaimer: Arrangement of name doesnt imply anything. And juz to check with huixia and stef, ur blogspot add are dessertoholic.blogspot.com and candiholic.blogspot.com right? Created a link but somehow like the add not correct leh. unless u guys deleted ur blog or sth la...

i think stef's right... my personal blog now is becoming like, redundant. coz everything i say here liao then say there like quite duh. repeating what i said.

just a rest before i continue to study. or rather, start studying. was suppose to go to NIE lib today again to study but then! got too lazy to go back there after my lab sooo.. didnt. heh. =P And the pig is always in me.

Xia, u are going trekking?!! with who?? haiz... no money to go trekking or anywhere la... so ruyin, not yet rolling in the bucks but well, we will eventually... -grinz- and ruyin, no need to sigh wat. we can always build your business together. -grinz-

OK.... time to stop slacking (yea right) and start to ermz... do some work. Righty-oh...

Hang loose dudettes!

Monday, October 13, 2003

woah ho! just a day and everyone's written! heh, this thing's getting real cool man! heh! and congrats to stef on being e bizcom head! heehee, well at least now u've got a cca.. while i'm still like an invisible or floating member in 2... hahaha..

damn all e projs man.. have like only 3 wks to complete them.. sigh~ plus those tons of readings and homework.. but anyhow, my exams only starting late nov (dun really dare to find out exactly when already, haha!), so i'm ending like end of nov... (which by then qing and huixia would have been having fun like mad)

we must really chill out soon k! miss hanging out with frens so much.. life pretty much sux in smu...

wah qing... u really seem to be rolling in e bucks man! we're waiting for a treat! hahahaha..... wah lao, so paiseh, i'm studying biz and here you're... already had a biz... sad sad....

well, till then! gotta research again! =tatazzzzzzzz=
and we are allll united under one roof! hahaha.. it's so nice to see all of us writing in this blog for some reason. Like some gap has been mended.... Yoohooo...

Isn't the blog description nice?

Sigh... realise that time is really running short my friends.. exams are coming in like.... i dun even dare to count how many days days..... feel like i'm totally screwed man! (or woman) but i guess i am trying to make up for lost time. was studying at nie juz now. felt slightly accomplished and then got tired so came back hereee.... going to take a shower and then continue with the whole bash of assignments, practicals and lec notes again. SIGH.. wat a pain

and err... ruyin, as to ur qns but the whole biz... yes, it's going well and bcoz china's opening up so fast, there's no time to wait. Literally. So... i dunno if forestalling is the word... more like... ermz... stopping? but anyhow, it's still not confirmed. it depends on how the 2 mths go after he goes back to china. if he manages to reach his target within that 2 mths and he feels that they have become independant enough and can operate on their own, he will come back. though estimate is that he might probably need to stay there a minimum of 3 mths. it's quite exciting really. i wanna go back with him too... mainly bcoz it's winter and i wanna see snow... but i do have to stay here and carry on the singapore side... so the hols will be pretty packed. Hopefully.

when are you guys starting exams? and ending exams? more importantly? then we can go out and have funnnnn... hehe...

miss u guys!

hey babes,

Really smart of you guys to think of this group blog thing.. its damn happening.. haha.. so pleased.. but now that i have this bitchesblog then my old blog would be redundant.. haha.. too lazy and too busy to blog.. but i MUST have my once a weekly blog otherwise i'll just get so choked up inside that i'll expode..

guess none of you know this yet but i've officially joined TH bizcom as the head.. i feel like shooting myself now that i've officially become the head.. cos i don't see how i can cope with my exams coming up in six weeks time and the com hasn't even started.. argh.. going to spend at least 6 hours of time just interviewing people for the com.. anyway.. i've already said that i will commit so i must commit.. guess i'll just have to sleep less during the week and only get my beauty rest during the weekends.. sigh.. will be looking like a panda.. i can just see it.. the next time you guys see me, you'll prob think "why is stephanie so late ar? and what is that panda girl looking at us like that ar?" sigh...

anyway.. hope everyone will get through this very trying period.. although we've kinda drifted apart, let's try to mend the distance ya? take care everyone..

love,
soon-to-be-panda

Sunday, October 12, 2003

hey gers!! heehee... sorrie for replying so late.. was mystified with this unidentified person... bored and restless.. but i kinda guessed it lar.. just not confirm... unless was talking to huixia on icq just now, she mentioned it..

well, being REAL long since we've talked or went out... really missed those guiding days man! and as i was telling Huixia, felt so friendless recently... and tt we've all grown apart. I know it can't be helped so our lives dun intertwine and also tt i dun really sms you guys lar.. hee~

well, this idea of a grp blog is certainly great! thanks to our Ms Blur again! *applause* can complain and update each other.. heehee

hmm, regarding your bf qing... was hurt initially when Jay told me u got a bf and i din even noe! but i guessed tt it was wang yu. well, but din noe all these nitty details. haha, i'll grill you after your exams dun worry! and no hard feelings liao ok? forgive you for once lar.. hahaha! bo bian right i'm your auntie... and i hope you won't be affected during exams k. though will surely be but try to put things aside and study first ok?

but i'm reallllyyyyy surprised to see you say that you're soooo in love with him. and it's a good thing! first time you said tt man...

and wang yu really forstalling his studies for e business? hmm... so i guess you two doing very well now? (as in the biz lar...)

stef!! hee, been even longer so talked to you much... hmm, maybe we've grown apart even more but it's nv too late to start mending e distance right? Dunch really know how you're getting on now, except that law's tough! update me ok?

oh and all the best for qing and huixia, whose exams coming real soon!
as for me, i'm like trying to finish my projects, though i've really started! stressed with school and also.... haha.... relationship.. or no relationship... whatever... i'm also too busy to bother anymore....


Friday, October 10, 2003

Hey guys! Since all of you have yet to respond to this blogger invitation to start a group blog, which is, I might add, woo-hoo! too cool!, let me kick start! Muahaha... I have the first say! Though... it is huixia who came up with the idea... kudos...

Yup, our very own group blog. Where we rant and rave and can talk to each other via this blog! Hmmz, I think only Ruyin has yet to set up her own blogspot (huixia, did you tell her to?) and as great as that is since we will all get to know what has kinda been going on... but do you realise wat's missing? Yes!! INTERACTION! and none of u has any place for people like myself to put my thoughts on! At least I have a small little box. (I rule! muahaha) Though none of u utlise that... -_-"

Okay, Ruyin, I hope you aren't mad at me bout not telling you that I actually have a bf now but like I told you, it's kinda complicated and I wanted to wait until after the exams when I'll get to see you to actually tell you. But I guess I can tell you now... Ok, first of all, who is he? Well, it's actually Wang Yu. I dunno if you still remember him... but I think you should... the look like 25 year old guy? And where's the complication? Technically, he is still with his gf who is in China. Yup... Like, woah right? I'm in the middle of a fricking triangle. And it's not so pretty for me since people generally regard me as "the third party". Haiz... I suppose I am... and to make it even more complicated? He has not told his gf YET. But he will when he goes back to China this end of year. And he still doesn't know how he is going to say it yet. And I'm kinda scared too... and to make it worse! Guys, I really think I'm... in love with him. Ok, huixia, I know you told me bout your prespective on love and relationship and stuff... but it just came and I... was defenseless against it I guess.

It's really scary guys. I dunno.. for me, it's actually the first time that I felt so strongly for one person. And... ok, I'm going to sound really ugh saying this but... I don't want him to go... as in... you know? Honestly, I never felt like I needed someone so bad and it makes me feel kinda needy so that's not that great... but moments spent with him are really... memorable. And he always tries to make me laugh. I do see a future with him. (ok guys, you can freak out here coz I was kinda freaked too)

Well, that's bout all the complication there. Ruyin... It's really not that I didnt want to tell you! It has been bugging me that I haven't! I love you dear pls dun be mad at me! (and yes ruyin, talking bout you, not wang yu... =) )

Wow, see how cool this blogger is? Ok, I have to study now... juz another 26 days to exams!

oh, and this time when wang yu goes back to China, he doesn't know when he'll be back. Because the business is opening up at his province. And until he has acheived a certain outcome, he won't be coming back. And that could mean 3 mths, 6 mths or a year. As for his studies, well let's just say it's the least of his worries for now. So... I might not get to see him until... God knows when...

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